privacy:

something i value just as much as the next fucker.

uptil now, i simply didn't post anything i didn't want the world to know, but that's getting boring.

so yeah. gonna post a lot more friends only stuff from now on. so if you have lj, add and i shall reciprocate. maybe.

for people who lack lj (ie son, smurf etc.), you can sign in on this proxy account i created which i've added as a friend.

username:greenerthanyou

message me for the password.

yup.

...and the dude played 70's-80's disco music. all the freaking way.

so you see why i'm slapping myself. over and over again. to someone who obviously knows better, you were right -.-

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ok i'm determined now to run the freaking adidas sundown 84km.

yes i know it sounds crazy. it probably is. its fucking far. i'm aware of that fact. still hell-bent on it.

at least i won't do it alone (who am i kidding, it was Raymond's idea in the first place, i've only just psycho'd myself into running it). i'm determined to finish it and finish properly, at a pace i can be proud of.

and i'm also determined to run the 2010 stand chart. one year from now, but i shall start training as soon as i get myself back home. i have a target time i want to hit, and its not exactly easybreezy, so yeah. train i must.

actually, see how. if i don't have enough money, my priority will be stand chart. the sundown isn't exactly cheap ($150) so yeah. which is not to say stand chart is cheap, but i'd rather run a 42 in the timing i've set for myself than finish a goddamn 84km death walk.

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sitting in the airport now. reached early after the washed passport fiasco (let's not talk about that one for a year or so >_>) waiting

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all the AT's are crowding at the airport gate. ffffuuuuuuu....
they will be the source of much delay T_T. RAGE.

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PANIC!!! CANNOT FIND A PLACE TO THROW AWAY MY NO-EMPTY CUP OF GREEN TEA CREAM!!! :O

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ahhhk time to go in. brb to msn. ttyl to lj.

someone in mountain view, cali, loves my blog >_>

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i'm truly amazed at how fast some things are changing. things which i thought would be inconsequential suddenly seem unbelievably serious. things that i thought mattered the world are now trivial at best.

i don't know if all this change is for the better. some of it definitely is. but it's still not enough to make me be completely optimistic about the days, months and years to come. because i'm pretty sure my usual pattern is going to set in any time soon.

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tomorrow, for example, is the first official day of our 5-week holidays. i had planned to begin training for either of two runs next year in the coming weeks, as well as to run for my general fitness and peace of mind. completely psyched about it too, since i just got the most awesome new balance 905's, which are as light as adizero's (if not more) but have way more cushioning. (on a side note, if i can get the money, i may just get the adizero's that i saw. then i can get the best of both worlds, plus both shoes'll last longer)

ok back to the problem. the problem being, i sprained my ankle. fml.

and we all know how this goes. i sprain my ankle at the beginning of a holiday, next day, something fuckshit-awful happens, and it will drive me batshit fucking insane.

and then before i know it, holidays'll be over, and we'll be back at square one, hell.

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but one must persevere. and to help me do just that, i just got me another readable: Murakami's Dance Dance Dance.

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less than 24 hours left in Singapore, before i head back home for around 2 weeks. i'll miss Singapore and KR for sure, but can't say a break isn't welcome either.